sin to skin

indescribably tortuous
like sin to skin
tongue curls like a wave
inviting you in
your silhouette above me
your lips upon my face
to feel your weight upon me
to ground me in this place
and bring me around
to the center of my mind
to bring me back
to this place and time
and make me feel safe
when i did not
am i asking for things
that you havent got
well imagine that
feeling of inadequacy
remember all the times
you threw it back at me
indescribably tortuous
like sin to skin
indescribably tortuous
not letting you in